Nightfall - The Original Poem ("Silence")

Introduction

As can be seen, only a small portion of this 1994 poem is used in the choral piece "Nightfall". Although the original poem begins with the "smoking or no-smoking" dialogue, it seemed appropriate to base the main body of the music on an adaptation of the final verse of the poem -- focusing on the non-urban silence of the night sky in the country where the stars form silent pinpricks of light in the black sky, reminding us of the final silence we all must one day face.

The original poem

		SILENCE

	smoking or no-smoking? he asks
		no-music? I hazard
	he smiles - sir, that isn't possible
	the speakers are everywhere

he's right
it was an unreasonable request
like asking to receive no junk mail
the senders are everywhere

		overload! overload!
		turn down the input! 

	sir, that's anti-social
	hold still
	we'll just implant this tiny clipper chip 
	into the base of your skull
	you'll never complain again

		no no!
		I wake up in a sweat

	the virtual bureaucrat sits quietly behind me
	when did you first have these nightmares, he asks, 
	that noise was out to get you?

I'm trying to read on a train
and these two guys behind are talking about their fishing trip
nothing to tell each other really
they were both there - know the same things
but they tell them over again anyway
that's the friendly human thing to do
I squint at my book but can't make out a thing but fish

I try a walkman with ear phones
it simply burps in some treble
without blocking the big-mouthed bass behind
	
look, the implant I want is . . .
the miniature toggle behind the ear: off for silent reading
the finger-sensitive spot above the eyebrow: off for sightless listening
the sinus-wave filter -

the kid in the next seat stares at me 
you crazy or something? he asks
I nod

actually,  he doesn't say that
he's not into talking (for which I'm glad)
instead, uses his eyes as output devices
while bobbing his head up and down with the beat
the echoes escaping from his earphones shake the train

I've got an hour before my meeting
so if I could eat quietly somewhere . . .
but all the restaurants have piped-in migraine
the whole atrium is throbbing

Vonnegut had a story about IQ-equalizers in some future world
implanted electrodes emitting random buzzes
to destroy connected thought
the higher your IQ the louder the buzz - a fair handicap system, after all
but we don't have to wait, the buzzes have arrived
and they're jamming in the parking lot

at the fourth restaurant I give up and go in anyway
smoking or non-? he asks
listen, I -


at night in the country
when the sun and sounds go down -
there flower one by one
into the mute black sky
pinprick constellations of stillness
a pointillist quietscape
dream rehearsal
for the final

silence


......................................Copyright (c) Rod Anderson 1994

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